Counting on God

‘’ Joy unspeakable that won’t go away

  And just enough strength to face for the day

  So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring

 ‘Cause my faith is on solid rock

  I am counting on God’’

Though I’m facing a lot of struggles as of this time, I choose to believe that God has a greater purpose why He allows all this things to happen.  He is God. He knows everything I’m going through.

Emotionally, I’m not okay. Still, I manage to giggle and laugh as if everything’s okay. Yes, I still long for my father’s love. I miss him so much. How I pray that everything would just go back just like before.  I still believe that someday, everything would be okay.

God’s love never fails. In toughest moments of my life, His grace and mercy continues to flow. And I am very thankful for that. I may not have an earthly father but my Heavenly Father never abandons me. And every time I feel alone and lonely, His presence has always been with me.

I am unsure of what tomorrow may bring but one thing I’m sure of is that ‘’God will never leave me nor forsake me. I am his daughter and He loves me just the way I am’’. 

God, I continue to count in You. I pray for courage to face each day, wisdom for me to understand things and a humble heart for me to accept condemnations. 

Space Photos This Week: Leaky "Heart," Sun Devil, More

Space Photos This Week: Leaky "Heart," Sun Devil, More

Unwritten Thoughts

I used to write anything I think. No matter how ironic or how funny it seems somehow, it delights my soul as I read what I’ve written. It brings life to me. It inspires me. It offers me fulfillment which often times I couldn’t find in this world. But now, I seldom find time to write. I can’t find the right word to express what I intend to. I run out of words. I’m trapped with this feeling. I tried to escape but every time I do, I just ended with nothing. Nothing but the sad reality that everything has changed.

Situations have changed, things changed, and so do people. Yet, I’m still waiting and hoping that everything would be back to what’s used to be. When we would just laugh and crack jokes with each other as if it’s only the two of us. When we share each other’s story without doubt because we know that we could trust each other. When every time I read a message coming from her I get excited because I know she have something to say. When it was always my name she's calling each time she needed help. When she has always been there when I wanted someone to listen to my sentiments.  

But now, she's gone. I guess, she's now too busy engaging a lot of stuffs and acquainting her new friends. When I saw her last time, it’s pretty obvious that she's now happy. I should be happy I know. But I just can’t do that just the way you did.  For such a long time, she has always been a part of my happiness.  And when I think of the word ‘’happiness’’, it has always been her whom I could think of. It may sound pathetic but that’s the truth.   

I should move on and breakthrough from this. I’ve spent so much time reminiscing those moments which we both know could never be back again. I must wake up and face the reality.

As what others would often say: ‘’ Life must go on no matter how difficult circumstances are.’’

Thank God for He never leaves me. In times of silence, He never fails in letting me feel that His presence has always been with me. I learned a lot from that experience. And someday, if I would look back on this, I would just laugh!  hahah :D   

FREEDOM

We all want to be free, right? It’s one of the things, we all want..and maybe we couldn’t live without.


To be free from all the predicaments life may offer. To be free from all the rules which hinder us to do such a thing although we really want to. And to be totally free and just do the things which make us happy though it’s quite impossible. That’s really what we want and what we look forward although situations sometimes differ from it.




‘’Life indeed offers freedom but not absolute’’




We all face limitations and I guess, it’s one of the things which make life amazing.