Random Post #1

There is inside you all of the potential to be whatever you want to be, all of the energy to do whatever you want to do.

Imagine yourself as you would like to be, doing what you want to do.

And each day, take one step towards your dream. And though at times it may seem too difficult to continue, hold on to your dream.

One morning you will awake to find that you are the person you dreamed of, doing what you wanted to do, simply because you had the courage to believe in your potential and hold on to your dream.

- Donna Levine

I’ve read this quote when I was browsing over the internet for some inspirations. And with this quote, I feel so enlightened with the worries that are bugging me for how many weeks.

I am writing this post at exactly 3:30 in the afternoon. I don’t know how to start to explain to you what I’m feeling right now. Pardon me if I have a wrong grammar with this post. I just wanted to express what I feel at this time. Let me share with you what happened to me this week.

 First, this week was our enrollment for the Second Semester. I thought I would not be enrolled this week because of the long process I’ve went through as a scholar of our university. At one point, I feel a bit hopeless because there are this people you thought would help you but later on would decline to help for whatever reasons.  But in God’s grace, I was able to make it through!

Second, I feel somehow hurt when some people in my life that I thought would always be there but then just because of certain events, they leave me hanging. I want to cry all day but I just couldn’t do it because I have a lot of works to do. For once, I want to travel and be alone. I want to be in a place where I could just be with myself. When I don’t have to think to a lot of things, and let myself be relaxed. But I know, I’m still young to be able to do all the things I wanted to. Perhaps soon, when I’ll be able to graduate and have my job, maybe that would be the time.

I just hope, things would be better soon.  Life really sucks at times but I believe, God always have better plans for me. :)