You see the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
Thursday, July 29, 2010
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Changes
In our lives, we all face ''changes''. Most of these changes resulted from the experiences we have encountered. Either good experience or bad still, it has an effect to us. And wether we like it or not,we have to accept some things on our lives which we really need to change and be changed.
Changes are part of our walk in this world.From childhood to adolescent,we have undergone dozen of changes.This includes physical,mental,emotional as well as social. We changed because of the different circumstances we've met wherein we have to adopt the present situation.At first,it's really hard to change something you know you're used of doing.But then,life's really like that.The people we know now may not be the same tomorrow. The things we do now may not also be the same things we will do for the next days,months or even years.What is important is that,no matter what variety of changes we have to went through, we still have the faith to believe that everything happens for a purpose. Thus,we have to make ourselves versatile as much as we can.
Changing ourselves is a constant process.It will not just happen in an instant setting but rather, a lot of venues in our lives. It will take a lot of efforts,time, and determination.At the end of the day,it will be us who will be enduring the changes we have made.
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Thursday, July 29, 2010
You are amazing God :)
You see the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
Friday, July 23, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Changes
In our lives, we all face ''changes''. Most of these changes resulted from the experiences we have encountered. Either good experience or bad still, it has an effect to us. And wether we like it or not,we have to accept some things on our lives which we really need to change and be changed.
Changes are part of our walk in this world.From childhood to adolescent,we have undergone dozen of changes.This includes physical,mental,emotional as well as social. We changed because of the different circumstances we've met wherein we have to adopt the present situation.At first,it's really hard to change something you know you're used of doing.But then,life's really like that.The people we know now may not be the same tomorrow. The things we do now may not also be the same things we will do for the next days,months or even years.What is important is that,no matter what variety of changes we have to went through, we still have the faith to believe that everything happens for a purpose. Thus,we have to make ourselves versatile as much as we can.
Changing ourselves is a constant process.It will not just happen in an instant setting but rather, a lot of venues in our lives. It will take a lot of efforts,time, and determination.At the end of the day,it will be us who will be enduring the changes we have made.
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