You see the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
Thursday, July 29, 2010
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Thursday, July 29, 2010
You are amazing God :)
You see the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]
I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.
--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.
--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.
--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)
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