I DON'T TRUST RIGHT AWAY

I AM CONFUSED

Somehow it’s like that.. I don’t know..arggh!.. I think it has been a while since this friend of mine keeps on telling me some stuff which even I couldn’t believe..
I’ve known this person for quite a long time.. He’s one of my high school classmates…hahah! Echus!..
Before, we don’t even talk simply because we don’t like each other..and that’s a mere fact.. He’s too criticizer..and I hate people who are like that.. Then, suddenly events turned upside down.. We started to talk when we we’re having our English class last year..

Recently, he keeps on telling me some things which for me are unbelievable..
My purpose of writing this blog is not just to let my views be expressed but also to clear some things which may be he assumes..


‘’I hate it when he tells me that he like me’’why??? It’s because it’s IMPOSSIBLE

BOTTOM LINE: ‘’ I DON’T TRUST RIGHT AWAY ‘’

I may be listening to what he’s telling me but, BELIEVING is far from reality..
I was hurt before when this best friend of mine broke my trust to him..and for me not to trust to anybody else instantly is one thing I’ve learned from that dilemma..

As what a text message states ‘’ Never assume unless you have something to hold on’’


That’s all for this blog.. Bye for now :]

how tragic :(

Just as f this week, 2 major events had happened in our country...

First, was the hostage taking which ended into the death of 8 Chinese tourists. And the other one was, the ''nakakawaley answer'' of Ms. Venus Raj during the Ms. Universe pageant held at the Mandalay Bay,Las Vegas.
My opinion of that ''hostage taking'' scenario was that it was the slackness of the policemen who were part of the assault team which really worsen the situation. On the first place, they shouldn't have detained the family of Mr. Mendoza because they're not part of it. The family of the hostage taker was there to convince him to surrender to the authority and not to be a connivance of the said hostage taker. What really triggered Mr. Mendoza to do such act was the hopelessness he felt when he was ousted by his position without due process which only shows how injustice our judicial system is.

Though the government said that this incident was just an ''isolated case'' still, it affects us especially that it was a Filipino who made such crime. This is a big insult to our policemen as well as our government whose task is to protect the welfare of its people.
As what i have heard over the radio and as what i have seen on tv's, the government is now blaming the media for airing it live. And I strongly disagree with this. As a masscom student, I know for a fact that the mission of every journalist is to report to the people of what’s really happening. And that it should be base on facts. What we’ve seen on tv’s was the real scenes on that situation and it’s the right of every Filipino to be informed thus depriving the media to air it on live also means depriving the people to know what’s really going on.

Yes, we extend our condolences to those families who lost their loved ones because of this occurrence. This is so tragic. And I just hope that this would not happen again.

Its Over!..

Finally, midterm exam was over! :) What a stressful week indeed!..But,thanks God 'coz I was able to make it..heheh!
Goodbye sleepless nights!..No more 3 in 1 coffee on my table just to keep myself awake..hahah!
I felt relieved and somehow glad..waah!.. I'm quite nervous in my score in my History subject..I'm not really sure of my answers..Help God!.. :)
I answered it with the best of my knowledge and understanding..hahah!.. So,blessings for me!
Another busy week is what I'm facing right now.But,I believe that God's guidance would help me to make it through..heheh!..

God speed!.. ;)

MI AMIGAS :]

You are amazing God :)

You see the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing God :]

I am a Christian since I was still a 2nd-year high school student. So,it's almost 4 years as of this moment. But within those years,I confess I haven't really grow on my spiritual journey.
I am always lead by my earthly needs rather than on spiritual matters. I always make excuses each time my church mates invite me to join some church activities. I don't even go to church especially if I'll be having an exam..That's the real me BEFORE!
But right now,things are starting to change. New stuffs are coming on my way :)
and God is really doing something in my life. I'm still on the process. Some of the things which I always did was starting to be stop and God has started to remove the bondages of my heart..
Now,I realize a lot of things and decisions which I made before which are absolutely wrong.
I'm facing those unconventional side of my journey before as a challenge for me to change the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I decide.


--A feeling of alienation and rejection has always been a part of me before.But now, I'm starting to accept the things which I know couldn't be change anymore. To appreciate and treasure those people who love me just the way I am. To let go the past which hinders me to move on. To feel the sense of belonging within myself. And lastly, to accept my flaws and imperfections without doubt.


--I wrestled with complicated and conflicting emotions before, but now God is starting to enlighten my heart. A discomforting hollowness filled me for almost 16 years but God's wisdom has started to illuminate me and I started to have answers on the questions that keep popping up my mind before.


--A certain level of comfort and relief is now what I'm feeling. I'm aware that there's still a lot of instances for me to face yet, I am also aware that God's guidance and provision will always be there for me. Praise God! :)

Happy Day- Tim Hughes

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1..2..3.. smile :)