When this place becomes so gloomy, I wonder what happened.
People are no longer the same. They become too busy meeting the deadlines,
making paper works, doing tasks. It’s no
longer the same. Nothing left but only traces of what it has been before. Silence
becomes so ordinary. Others become too self-centered.
This place I once called my second home slowly changes. The
atmosphere is no longer the same just like before. I remembered how we work before
full of laughter and cheers. When some meetings become a time for chit-chat. When we talk about random things without even noticing what time it is. When we just share each other's story without thinking that we still have exams for the next day. It loses
its sense of glee and somehow, I dearly miss what this place was before.
I remember before that when I open the door in the morning, what
I would usually see are smiling faces of the people. But now, a frowning face
is what would usually welcome me. I am trying to understand that people are not really the
same. Perhaps, this is one of the changes I myself needed to face for me to be
a better individual. Maybe God has plans why He allows things to happen, I
sighed.
I guess it’s not only me who noticed this change. Perhaps,
they too observed it. But they dared to just keep it within their selves. I
feel sad; I just miss them so much! :(