For how many weeks, I was really confused on what to do. Things are getting more complicated. I don’t know if I’m making the right thing. In short, I’m totally lost.
I have nowhere to go. My friends are all busy. They have their own lives. I can’t rely on them at all times unlike before. Perhaps, I thought I can do this barely on my own.
There were nights when before I close my eyes, I cried and fervently pray that He will grant me the wisdom on what to do. At that time, I don’t really know what to do.
In God’s grace, He answered my prayer.
It was one Sunday morning, I woke up around 6 o’clock am. I got up, listening to Christian songs while sitting in our porch. And then, I was really touched with the song “You’re My Beloved” by Kare Jobe.
Just with that song, I feel God’s presence and I can’t control myself from crying. At that time, God let me feel how He loves me and that He will never let me go no matter what.
At that moment when I almost lose hope, His love rescued me.
I believe God has his purpose why He let things happen.
I may not understand this right now but I know someday, I will.
He is worth to be praise. J
