I’m trapped in this situation. That feeling of sadness even though I’m surrounded with cheerful friends. They make me smile.Oh yes! They’re so good to me. Yet out of somewhere, something else catches my attention. Now, I’m looking into it. Closer, a little bit closer and gently I found it! This is what I missed.
This was me before. This is how exactly I chuckle,giggle,and laugh. I miss my sense of cheerfulness. It has been a long time since I laugh outrageously. That kind of laugh without any pretentions. I was like that before.
Full of life, enthusiasm, and zest.
